Cryto! 14 June 2013
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01:16:51 * lady-3jane FUELED BY SATAN
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02:01:06 <lady-3jane> cool
02:01:09 <lady-3jane> finished fixing my css up
02:01:19 <lady-3jane> now it fucking looks right
02:03:41 <lady-3jane> NP: [Knife Party - Internet Friends (Original Mix)] [100% No Modern Talking] [1005kbps] DeaDBeeF 0.5.6-3jane
02:03:51 <lady-3jane> You blocked me on Facebook, and now you're going to die!
02:06:12 <lady-3jane> NP: [Knife Party - Destroy Them With Lazers (Original Mix)] [100% No Modern Talking] [1141kbps] DeaDBeeF 0.5.6-3jane
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02:40:34 <lady-3jane> MK_FG:) there's a microformats2 now :) hcard is much simpler :)
02:40:49 <lady-3jane> MK_FG:) preso: http://tantek.com/presentations/2012/07/html5-microformats2/
02:52:03 <lady-3jane> oh jesus
02:52:11 <lady-3jane> hcard2 is gonna be a clusterfuck
02:52:17 <lady-3jane> there are implied properties on EVERYTHING
02:52:37 <lady-3jane> I think I'mma wait till after the summer to move up
03:21:10 <ElectRo`> man i have some shitty beer left in my beer fridge :<
03:21:21 <ElectRo`> and everything is closed
03:45:11 <lady-3jane> best get to it
03:52:59 <lady-3jane> getting closer to acceptable code
04:01:00 <lady-3jane> joepie91:) https://explodie.org/writings/ads-tracking-beacons-asynchronous-fuck-you.html
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05:55:42 * lady-3jane hopes joepie91 wakes up soon
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06:30:16 <joepie91> lady-3jane: woken up
06:30:17 <joepie91> but
06:30:21 <joepie91> gone in a few mins
06:30:35 <joepie91> oh
06:30:36 <joepie91> reading materials
06:32:34 * lady-3jane grins
06:32:38 <lady-3jane> joepie91:) n.n
06:32:45 <lady-3jane> was just hopping in bed :P
06:33:15 <lady-3jane> I figure I'll sleep on it and give it another review tomorrow morning
06:33:23 <lady-3jane> but input/thoughts are good :)
06:33:44 <lady-3jane> gonna pub in 9-10 hours
06:34:38 <joepie91> it
06:34:40 <joepie91> it's good*
06:34:40 <joepie91> :P
06:34:48 <lady-3jane> I know
06:34:49 <joepie91> a bit ranty, but I like it :)
06:34:55 <lady-3jane> there's a tiny bit of fuzziness
06:35:01 <lady-3jane> sleeping will help me pinpoint
06:35:04 <lady-3jane> so I can fix
06:35:05 <lady-3jane> >_>
06:35:24 <lady-3jane> then I publish
06:35:27 <lady-3jane> put... 3 others up today
06:35:28 <joepie91> fair enough :P
06:35:31 <joepie91> also, about to disconnect laptop
06:35:31 <lady-3jane> rewrote css too
06:35:34 <lady-3jane> kk
06:35:34 <joepie91> for travels
06:35:39 <joepie91> so, ttyl :D
06:35:39 <lady-3jane> going far?
06:35:43 <lady-3jane> :D
06:35:44 <joepie91> nah
06:35:45 <joepie91> amsterdam
06:35:48 <joepie91> for the weekend
06:35:50 <joepie91> and dronten
06:35:54 <lady-3jane> kk, have fun n.n You gonna be around?
06:35:58 <joepie91> possibly
06:36:02 * lady-3jane nods n.n
06:36:03 <joepie91> depends on hotel interwebs
06:36:04 <joepie91> :p
06:36:13 <lady-3jane> hehe, well if not I'll seeya monday or so :)
06:36:17 <joepie91> alright, ttyl :)
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07:13:00 <joepie91> well, hai, on massively overloaded train wifi now :P
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07:31:44 <MK_FG> joepie91, Did tahoe introducer changed IP recently?
07:32:23 <MK_FG> Doesn't seem to connect to 204.11.33...
07:34:23 <joepie91> oh, sorry for that
07:34:39 <joepie91> it was mistakenly suspended due to a billing panel bug
07:34:39 <joepie91> haven't gotten around to restarting it yet
07:34:47 <joepie91> mind sending me the full IP in PM? don't have my hosts file handy on laptop
07:34:48 <joepie91> :p
07:35:03 <joepie91> @ MK_FG
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07:37:12 <twitchyliquid64> crytocc-c: CSF?
07:41:17 <MK_FG> Sent
07:43:31 <joepie91> announcement: tahoe introducer is working again
07:43:40 <joepie91> and my internet is still shit slow
07:46:53 <joepie91> http://owely.com/92pUb3
07:55:19 <joepie91> http://www.speedtest.net/result/2772716015.png
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12:31:44 <crytocc-c> twitchyliquid64: not CSF. CSF is horrible.
12:32:32 <crytocc-c> joepie91: You think your internet sucks? I'm getting 0.35 down, 0.10 up
12:32:53 <crytocc-c> 1621ms ping
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12:40:12 <twitchyliquid64> crytocc-c: what is CSF?
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14:01:02 <waflel> wbjp
14:02:17 <joepie91> http://www.speedtest.net/result/2773280161.png
14:02:18 <joepie91> hotel wifi!
14:36:58 <waflel> :)
15:08:56 <lady-3jane> joepie91:) :D
15:09:11 * lady-3jane waves in the general direction of your hotel
15:10:56 <joepie91> heh
15:11:03 <joepie91> http://www.tripadvisor.nl/Hotel_Review-g227903-d230103-Reviews-Hotel_Ibis_Amsterdam_Airport-Badhoevedorp_Haarlemmermeer_North_Holland_Province.html
15:11:06 <joepie91> look at the pictures
15:11:06 <joepie91> :P
15:12:52 <lady-3jane> :3
15:13:19 <lady-3jane> solid 4 star
15:18:29 <lady-3jane> alright, making backup of work laptop
15:18:36 <lady-3jane> encrypted time machine hooooooo
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15:23:05 <joepie91> btw
15:23:06 <joepie91> lady-3jane
15:23:14 <joepie91> the interwebs hotspots on schiphol
15:23:21 <joepie91> block anything that isn't port 80 or skype
15:23:31 <joepie91> and they're very unstable and slow...
15:23:41 <joepie91> and expensive beyond the 2x30 mins free
15:24:08 <lady-3jane> :(
15:24:17 <joepie91> 15 minutes, 3 euro
15:24:21 <joepie91> 30 minutes, 6 euro
15:24:22 <lady-3jane> oh jesus
15:24:23 <joepie91> 90 minutes, 9 euro
15:24:30 <joepie91> 'day pass', 16 euro
15:24:34 <joepie91> for the aforementioned internet
15:24:38 <lady-3jane> holy fuck
15:24:55 <joepie91> yeah
15:25:00 <lady-3jane> I'd bring fucking satellite equipment
15:25:02 <lady-3jane> jeeez
15:25:08 <lady-3jane> lmao
15:25:21 <joepie91> I was already making the joke that having your own private DSL line pulled to the airport, is probably going to be cheaper
15:25:22 <joepie91> lol
15:26:53 <lady-3jane> yeah...
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15:28:24 <lady-3jane> hahaha I cleaned up the torrents with errors and went from 95 to 83% disk used
15:36:28 <lady-3jane> also favorite command
15:36:32 <lady-3jane> du -sh
15:36:38 <lady-3jane> SHHHHH NIGGA BE QUIET
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16:48:10 <lady-3jane> I got soul but I'm not a soldier!
16:48:12 <lady-3jane> NP: [The Killers - All These Things That I've Done] [Hot Fuss] [916kbps] DeaDBeeF 0.5.6-3jane
16:48:16 <scraepy> lady-3jane,
16:48:19 <scraepy> free -mh
16:48:23 <scraepy> also neat
16:48:29 <lady-3jane> does it output a line?
16:48:37 <lady-3jane> total used free shared buffers cached
16:48:37 <lady-3jane> Mem: 3.9G 3.7G 143M 0B 21M 1.2G
16:48:37 <lady-3jane> -/+ buffers/cache: 2.5G 1.4G
16:48:37 <lady-3jane> Swap: 0B 0B 0B
16:48:46 <lady-3jane> hehe
16:48:51 <scraepy> tl;dr you can awk
16:49:04 <lady-3jane> I can also /exec -o
16:49:12 * lady-3jane grins
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16:54:06 <why_slap_option> ohai
16:57:47 <joepie91> hai
17:02:37 <why_slap_option> sup joe
17:04:07 <why_slap_option> ^joepie91
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17:45:31 <AnonO_o> hai
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18:20:40 <lady-3jane> joepie91:) did you have any points of clarification on my article? :D
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19:27:25 <crytocc-c> boo.
19:27:32 <crytocc-c> camping....
19:27:32 <crytocc-c> fml
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19:38:45 <AnonO_o> hai
19:44:57 <x> AnonO_o: :3
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20:00:31 <AnonO_o> hai x
20:05:12 <lady-3jane> lol irc while camping? cannot be camping if there is irc
20:05:59 <lady-3jane> means you haven't gone far enough
20:13:59 <x> I miss going camping <3
20:15:59 <lady-3jane> I like exploring :>
20:16:29 <lady-3jane> buncha horrified looks when I went to san francisco and traveled into downtown for the day with only a paper map I'd made based on google maps
20:16:46 <lady-3jane> scribbles in a notebook
20:18:05 <lady-3jane> If I do it again, I'll have a better mental map of the area than some people who live there
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20:38:05 <monod> hi guys
20:43:26 <monod> I *NOW* know what "studying" really is.
20:44:00 <why_slap_option> hhaio monod
20:44:14 <monod> trolly nickname!
20:44:26 <why_slap_option> yeh with n00bz
20:44:42 <why_slap_option> they all clicked once on slap
20:45:43 <why_slap_option> monod
20:46:07 <monod> hey there
20:46:36 <lady-3jane> lol
20:46:45 <lady-3jane> heyo monod :)
20:46:59 <monod> heyo lady!
20:47:04 <monod> such a cool sound, heyo
20:47:10 <lady-3jane> :D
20:47:22 <monod> I've (sadly) finished my daily physics marathon
20:47:22 <lady-3jane> It's something I say :D
20:47:27 <monod> <3
20:47:30 <lady-3jane> mmm?
20:47:34 <monod> oh, that's nice a saying
20:47:40 <lady-3jane> :>
20:47:42 <monod> the <3 was for the marathon
20:47:45 <monod> <3
20:47:50 <lady-3jane> I know :>
20:47:54 <monod> oh ko
20:47:56 <monod> ok*
20:47:58 <lady-3jane> :D
20:48:02 <monod> now I talk in physics
20:48:05 <monod> directly.
20:48:09 <monod> without dictionary.
20:48:13 <lady-3jane> woot :D
20:48:50 <monod> like: "talking to those guys ysterday was by far the largest waste of HEAT of the day"
20:49:11 <why_slap_option> hey lady-3jane remember me?
20:49:19 <lady-3jane> it would be a waste of heat anyway, everything approaches entropy
20:49:37 <lady-3jane> trends towards? something
20:49:42 <lady-3jane> yeah
20:49:53 <lady-3jane> without system maintenance everything trends towards entropy
20:49:55 <lady-3jane> I like it
20:50:10 <why_slap_option> monolog
20:50:29 <lady-3jane> monologue, you mean
20:50:30 <monod> yeah, but you can challenge the entropy with smart energy/heat recycling
20:50:38 <lady-3jane> monod:) yes! :D
20:50:49 <monod> like the Heat pump
20:51:43 <lady-3jane> hmmhmm. What is a two stage cleaning process?
20:51:45 <monod> I always awaited this moment - in which I spend 100% of my time on PHYSICS and nothing else - and this time has finally arrived, because I *HAVE* to pass this exam
20:51:53 <monod> cleaning?
20:51:58 <lady-3jane> you purify something, and then polish it?
20:52:03 <lady-3jane> I'm trying to create a feeling
20:52:05 <lady-3jane> :>
20:52:07 * lady-3jane is writing
20:52:47 <monod> oh, argh, I'm not too good at english :/ are you trying to substitute a word with some others with a similar concpet?
20:52:52 <monod> concept*
20:52:56 <monod> like metaphors, simlitudes?
20:53:05 <monod> synonims..?
20:53:06 <lady-3jane> metaphor, yeah
20:53:09 <monod> oh ok
20:53:14 <lady-3jane> but it needs to be a two stage process
20:53:16 <monod> so, the 2 stage cleaning process
20:53:19 <lady-3jane> yeah
20:53:35 <lady-3jane> Iunno, I'm just dicking with words
20:53:53 <monod> then I'm worse than ever xD
20:53:57 <lady-3jane> I want it to feel right :D
20:54:06 <monod> because not particularly good in *english*
20:54:10 <lady-3jane> yeah
20:54:24 <monod> sweep & neat
20:54:32 <lady-3jane> And the issue is I'm not trying to get an idea across, but a feeling
20:54:33 <monod> don't know if they exist tho
20:54:43 <monod> oh
20:54:45 <lady-3jane> that's what makes it hard
20:54:48 <monod> so something "physical"
20:54:55 <lady-3jane> yeah
20:54:59 <monod> in two stages
20:55:06 <lady-3jane> clarify and purify is what I have now, but those are too close
20:55:06 <monod> or two words describing oen stage?
20:55:21 <monod> I like the former
20:55:26 <lady-3jane> physical world metaphors for a mental world action
20:55:27 <lady-3jane> :>
20:55:38 <monod> clarify and define
20:55:42 <lady-3jane> oooh
20:55:42 <monod> or..
20:55:48 <monod> (:D)
20:56:00 <lady-3jane> that's about right, actually
20:56:08 <monod> coooool X3
20:56:31 <lady-3jane> Once you’ve thrown away all the machinery, you purify and define your character (your core).
20:56:47 <lady-3jane> hmmhmm
20:56:51 <lady-3jane> it's much closer
20:57:33 <monod> is 'character' a synonim for 'core' here?
20:58:50 <lady-3jane> yeah
20:59:15 <lady-3jane> It's a... non-direct guide for part of the process of overcoming an abusive childhood/relationship
20:59:16 <lady-3jane> >_>
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20:59:30 <lady-3jane> but it's good for all situations
20:59:50 <lady-3jane> core is character or personality
21:00:00 <monod> and is "define" used to say when you clear machinery?
21:00:10 <lady-3jane> nope, this is after you've cleared
21:00:33 <lady-3jane> so you're taking your innermost core and fixing that up, then you turn back around and build new social armor
21:00:38 <lady-3jane> by logos instead of pathos
21:00:46 <monod> oh
21:01:03 <lady-3jane> the clearing of machinery is getting rid of the old social armor
21:01:04 <monod> so it's "defining" but it's also
21:01:14 <monod> re-defining :D
21:01:17 <monod> haha
21:01:24 <monod> so just defining
21:01:26 <lady-3jane> the bad stuff that was created as responses to external situations
21:01:34 <lady-3jane> ^ "old social armor"
21:01:35 <monod> nice
21:01:41 <monod> this is one nice part
21:01:42 <lady-3jane> yeah
21:01:43 <lady-3jane> :>
21:02:03 <lady-3jane> I'm... trying to make it perfect so I can publish today
21:02:08 <monod> oh
21:02:12 <lady-3jane> wrote it yesterday morning
21:02:42 <monod> hmm
21:03:00 <monod> how close are we to the corect words?
21:03:05 <monod> correct* expression*
21:03:11 <lady-3jane> joepie91 read it already and said the old version was very good but a bit ranty, so I'm fixing it :>
21:03:13 <lady-3jane> oh, sec
21:03:22 <monod> oh ok
21:03:29 <monod> but now you highlighted him xD
21:04:04 <monod> nevah highlightah working-joepiah
21:04:12 <monod> joking
21:05:19 <lady-3jane> monod:) http://w.explodie.org/index.php/rebuilding/ <-- It's reviewed through paragraph 2
21:05:23 <lady-3jane> paragraph 3 is next :)
21:05:41 <lady-3jane> haha, he's at a hotel in amsterdam, he'll be fine
21:10:14 <lady-3jane> the third paragraph needs rewritten, since it's another article in and of itself
21:10:15 <lady-3jane> haha
21:10:59 <monod> you purify and (re)define haha
21:11:03 <monod> "you purify and (re)define" *
21:11:07 <monod> the "(re)
21:11:08 <monod> "
21:11:24 <lady-3jane> :P
21:11:32 <monod> anyway, I think redefine is better in that text
21:11:38 * lady-3jane nods
21:11:42 <monod> because it's a new definition to something that had a previous onw
21:11:43 <monod> one
21:12:02 <monod> it's very beautiful til that paragraph, still reading
21:12:05 <monod> 2 minutes left :P
21:12:32 <lady-3jane> hehe :>
21:12:44 <lady-3jane> I love that plugin
21:14:46 * lady-3jane updates and updates
21:15:02 <monod> haha
21:15:14 <lady-3jane> flipping commas around lmao
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21:16:07 <monod> "You should start doing this in your 20′s" I think one may start even earlier
21:16:14 <monod> and I can tell you that
21:16:21 <monod> for me it started along with depression
21:16:39 <monod> depression was the first ever reason why I started introspection
21:16:52 <lady-3jane> yep
21:16:58 <lady-3jane> that's what happens in your 20
21:17:00 <lady-3jane> 20's :D
21:17:11 <monod> or even before
21:17:12 <monod> but
21:17:43 <lady-3jane> well I'd bet that at some point if you're depressed you start asking why... and that seems to be the solution to a lot of the problems
21:17:50 <lady-3jane> that and exercise
21:17:52 <lady-3jane> lmao
21:20:14 <monod> what's the message of the article? "You want to be the best person you can be. The best YOU. So do it. Get out there and do it." incite someone into doing better, by means of introspection?
21:20:46 <lady-3jane> yep :)
21:21:01 <lady-3jane> happens to dovetail nicely with what I told someone the night before
21:21:05 <lady-3jane> :P
21:21:09 <monod> (damn, gotta go sleeping, but I have something else on the tip of my tongue)
21:21:24 <lady-3jane> take a notepad to bed? pm it to me when you wake? :D
21:21:34 <monod> "dovetail" such a cool word. Added.
21:21:45 <monod> ahh
21:21:47 <monod> you're right
21:21:47 * lady-3jane grins
21:21:52 <monod> but
21:21:59 <monod> I want to clarify my tongue XD
21:22:11 * lady-3jane laughs
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21:22:19 <monod> this: introspection is very personal
21:22:45 <monod> I thought suggesting others to introspect is not going any right or wrong
21:22:46 <monod> but
21:23:04 <monod> it might instead be doing right
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21:23:44 <monod> because it shows a new way/possibility to people who haven't seen it yet
21:23:48 <lady-3jane> I follow the "you can lead a horse to water, but you can't make him drink" sort of philosophy
21:23:48 <monod> but..
21:23:57 <lady-3jane> so I give directions and hints, but I never try to force anybody that doesn't want to
21:24:05 <monod> yeah
21:24:08 <monod> now I see
21:24:22 <monod> yeah, that's a "always keep in mind" :D
21:24:23 <lady-3jane> I'm just writing these up so I don't have to repeat myself for my whole lifetime
21:24:23 <lady-3jane> haha
21:24:29 <monod> hahaha
21:24:48 <monod> I used to try and write myself too
21:25:16 <lady-3jane> :>
21:25:20 <lady-3jane> do it!
21:25:29 <lady-3jane> in native tongue, if not in english :)
21:25:44 <monod> but.. reading those the day before, they "sounded" (not sure of the past tense/form)
21:25:54 <lady-3jane> resonated?
21:25:59 <monod> "impersonal" (looking up the vocab.)
21:26:13 <lady-3jane> ohhh
21:26:23 <monod> "objectified" says wordreference.com
21:26:25 <lady-3jane> they did not sound genuine to you?
21:26:50 <monod> foreign, like I don't own/need them anymore
21:26:56 <monod> don't know why
21:27:05 <monod> but
21:27:35 <monod> it may be so because most of these introspections come in during depressive states
21:27:58 <monod> so when I eventually re-read it the day after, they sound different
21:28:06 <lady-3jane> yep :) recognise that they were written from where your mental state was, at that time :P
21:28:09 <monod> eyes are blowing up altogether with my head xD
21:28:29 <lady-3jane> haha, tired?
21:28:33 <monod> yep
21:28:33 <lady-3jane> go to sleep :)
21:28:44 <monod> I've studied physics since last sunday
21:28:50 <monod> with recordings of the lectures
21:28:51 <lady-3jane> woo! that's a lot :D
21:29:02 <monod> 8+ hours a day :D
21:29:05 <monod> every day
21:29:07 <monod> xD
21:29:09 <lady-3jane> that
21:29:10 <monod> crazyness
21:29:12 <lady-3jane> that's dedication!
21:29:18 <monod> this what I meant with:
21:30:04 <monod> "now I speak physics" ---and--- "I always awaited this moment - in which I spend 100% of my time on PHYSICS and nothing else - and this time has finally arrived (because I *HAVE* to pass this exam)"
21:30:09 <monod> XD
21:30:16 <lady-3jane> yep :D
21:30:27 * lady-3jane grins
21:30:31 <monod> my bed's gotta do somework on me, so I can discharge
21:30:32 <monod> a bit
21:30:35 <monod> for tomorrow, the last run
21:30:39 * monod grins too
21:30:44 * monod lols
21:30:55 * monod dies and wakes up
21:31:02 * monod slaps himself
21:31:09 <monod> goodbye! :D
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21:31:59 <lady-3jane> hahaha
21:32:03 * lady-3jane waves after
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23:28:32 <LastOneStanding> hellooo
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23:47:41 <snowy> http://prism-break.org/
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